Thursday, December 5, 2013

Filename: DECRYPT.TXT



<<transcript intercepted @ 17:19 on 12/05/12>>

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Decrypt

((everything is normal))

and the leaves they rustle
and the branches they reach
and the forest it lies

]it lies
but opens
to the perceptive[

((everything is fine))

and the cipher is decoded
and the camera is rolling
and his image is visible

]hit pause
rewind, play it back
it was Nothing[

((i worry about Nothing))

and the Sickness spreads and mutates
and the mask can hide no longer
and the Whole Ones now are broken

]this is
how he Operates – slowly
through others’ psyches[

((because Nothing’s on my mind))

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Filename: SCARRED.TXT



 <<transcript intercepted @ 17:19 on 12/05/12>>

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"This poem and the next are thought to have been written by a user on the website Tumblr, and seem to be memorials to deceased victims of HIS. From what I understand, it's not uncommon for victims to record and upload their footage to the internet, and for some reason various viewers have decided these accounts make for excellent entertainment. I don't think I'll ever understand why another's misery would be amusing, but to each their own... - E"

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Scarred

I am not Milo Asher.
Milo Asher is dead.
I am a monster.

I killed a woman.
I killed a comrade.
I killed a mother.

I trapped him with me.
I watched his blood flow.
I gave him scars.

But I am not Milo Asher.
Milo Asher is dead.
And I killed him.

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Filename: GRAPHOMANIA.TXT

<<transcript intercepted @ 15:35 on 12/05/12>>
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"[Indecipherable] I am afraid it is much too late for this poor victim, as he was found sev[garbled plaintext]. As for his notes, the originals are torn, bloodied, and heavily tear-stained, but in otherwise decent condition. The following is a transcript of these notes. It is quite possibly one of the more complete example of the Sickness' symptoms that I've seen yet. - E"

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I can’t stop writing.

I can’t stop, because if I ever do, if I ever look away from the words, ever lift my pencil from the paper for too long…

Maybe I should start from the beginning. Yes, the beginning, write it down. Write everything down. Never stop writing, he’ll attack if you stop writing, take you over, take your mind…

It began on an evening like any other evening. I was sitting, trying to put words to the paper. I’m an author by trade, and if I can’t write, I don’t eat. I was in the midst of a severe writer’s block, and I just couldn’t find the right words for what I was trying to say. I was thoroughly and terribly stuck.

It was at that exact moment that I looked up and out of my office window. I saw a man in the distance, standing across the street. He stood illuminated by a streetlight, which flickered very faintly. He wore business attire – a nice black suit, a skinny black tie. He was tall, and I couldn’t quite make out his face. His hands were clasped behind his back… and he seemed to be looking towards my house.

Inspiration and trepidation struck me as I looked him over, and suddenly my hand took up my pencil. It flew over the paper like a nervous bird – I just suddenly had so much to say, and so very little room to say it in…

The man was the reason I finished my novel, the reason I wrote and finished tale after tale. Always in the same spot every evening, his appearance was a blessing to me, a beautiful boon to my creative process. That is, until I noticed one night that the man was slowly getting closer to my house. Where before, he had stood across the street from me, he soon stood in the street. Then he stood on the sidewalk in front of my house. Then on my lawn.

That’s when everything began to fall apart.

I kept writing, day after day, night after night, whether ideas struck me or not. In fact, I couldn’t stop writing, no matter how hard I tried. I woke up in the morning to find odd notes to myself that I’d written in my sleep, scrawled words that read help me help me help me over and over again, strange stick figures, strange symbols and images of forests and of the man. I would begin writing a brand new tale, a tale, and it would slowly devolve into distressing pleas for salvation on the paper. The man began to appear in my stories, rending and destroying my creations wherever he was placed, and no matter how hard I tried, he always, always succeeded. Then he appeared in my dreams, gaining traits I knew he didn’t have when I first saw him weeks ago: extra limbs, ever thinner proportions, stretched even taller than he was before, lacking a face entirely… inhuman, he became inhuman.

And I still. Couldn’t. Stop. Writing about him. It was as if he controlled my every word, my every phrase, every single stroke of my pen… As if I were his quill, and my life his paper. Writing his words. Writing whatever he silently dictated to me. My curse.

My muse has become my curse.

I’m surrounded by mad scribblings, paper reams wasted on ideas that he’s twisted into his own. I can’t write anything else, I can’t create anymore… I’ve been writing for hours now, my wrists ache so badly and my fingers are cramped and bleeding from how much I’ve continuously written. But I can’t stop, even though my blood stains the very paper I write upon. I saw him just five minutes ago, watching from that very same spot across the street, watching without eyes… He… Christ, he has no face. He’s as blank as unused printer paper. And he’s staring at me through my living room window. I can feel it. I can feel him.

He’s laughing at me. Because he knows. He knows why I can’t ever stop writing, he knows the torment it brings me to continue doing so. He’s waiting for me to get exhausted and stop writing so he can take me. But I won’t. I won’t do it, I won’t stop, I won’t! He’s not going to have me yet! Not yet, damn it!

Oh God why did I look up just now? I didn’t need to, I shouldn’t have, oh God he’s standing in my kitchen. He’s gotten into my house and I don’t even know how. I don’t know how! But I can’t stop writing, because if I do… If I…

… He’s in the living room. Right in front of the couch, no more than a room’s length away from me. Christ, he’s tall enough for his head to almost hit the top of the damn ceiling. His arms. He nearly scrapes the ground with his fingertips, they…

Nonononononononononono why did I look away why did I look up again he’s two feet in front of me leaning over me Christ Lord of Heaven save me someone please please please no don’t blink not now God no please he can see me all you have to do is keep writing you’ll be fine just fine just trust me keep writing and you’ll be fine as long as you just don’t bli

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"The original notes end here. - E"

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Filename: NOTALONE.TXT



<<transcript intercepted @ 15:35 on 12/05/12>>
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"[Heavily garbled plaintext] only possible with great difficulty. Here is a transcript of what I could get from the victim. She was severely shaken when I talked to her and it took a good deal of coercion before she would even tell me this much. It is my sincere hope she's in safer hands now, and not in HIS hands. - E"

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I am not alone.

My eyelids snapped open like mousetraps as my irises slowly adjusted to the darkness of my bedroom. Something felt… wrong. Something in the shadowy, night-cloaked room had woken me from sleep, something that felt very much like watching eyes and the sense of another person standing in the room with me, despite the fact that I lived alone. Nobody could possibly be awake at this hour of night; it was nearly 2:00 AM. But despite how I tried to rationalize the sensation, my very first thought, the very first thing that struck my groggy mind’s recollection, was that one simple, nervous little phrase.

I am not alone.

The next thing I noticed was the paralysis. The gripping numbness that held my body in a stranglehold, the feeling of gravity holding my frame to the bed. Even though I felt all my limbs just fine, my body wouldn’t move no matter how much I desired to. I lay on my side, curled up in a fetal position underneath my plush duvet and shielded from the blackness around me by blankets. Vaguely, I remembered how as a little girl, I thought hiding beneath my covers would spare me from the bogeyman. How foolish of me. I didn’t feel safe at all now, despite being sunk deeply into the warmth of my bed. An almost nervous dread held me in thrall, and I didn’t even understand why as my eyes flicked anxiously around the room, gradually adjusting to the dark.

Slowly, the night resolved itself before me, and I could finally see the cause of my paranoia.

There was a shadow, a figure, standing in the corner of my room, just by my bedroom door. A tall shadow far, far darker than the rest, seeming to exude an unnatural coldness. I could feel its chill from across the room, piercing my bed sheets, ensconcing me in a soft mist of ice. Hell, just looking at that absurdly stretched shadow sent literal cold chills of fear down my spine, but I didn’t understand why. It had a… a presence to it, this shadow – a terribly menacing and dangerous aura, as if it were alive… and under the gaze I was sure it had locked onto me, I felt uncomfortably observed and painfully exposed. Unsafe. I felt unsafe.

The shadow began to sharpen further as my eye’s camera lens returned to focus, and the figure began to take a definite form before my eyes. A tall and rail-thin frame. Long, slender, branch-like arms, their length inhuman. Hands, with broad palms and elongated, skeletal, white fingers. A pale and emaciated-looking head… and little else. No mouth, no eyes, just blank and awful nothingness.

A nothingness that was staring right at me, scrutinizing with a clearly sinister intent.

The crippling dread struck me at the same time as the realization did. It was him. I knew, I’d read enough stories and seen enough videos. There was no possible way I could have mistaken him for anything else. It was him, and he had finally found me. Unable to move, unable to escape, I quickly averted my gaze. I didn’t want to see him edge any closer, slowly approaching my bed, coming to scoop me up and do God only knew what to me…

Don’t look at him don’t look at him don’t look…

The unearthly, awful chill that filled the room suddenly and rapidly dropped below freezing, overtaking the warmth of my sheets, and I shuddered from cold dread. The darkness of the room now seemed to hang as thick as abyssal pitch, obscuring everything from my view, except for him. Never him…

I could feel him watching me intently, eyeless gaze running me through with daggers as he reached a rangy arm across the room towards me. He didn’t need to leave the corner of the room to attack me. He was already fully aware that I was awake, paralyzed by dread, exactly where he wanted me. And he wanted me to look at him, to see him in full, to tremble in my paralysis as I slowly realized that there was no escaping from him. He had me perfectly trapped; he was guarding my only way out, the bedroom door. I had absolutely nowhere to run or hide from him, even if I could have moved. And oh, God, how I begged my body to move, to run, to do absolutely anything at all besides just lie there! But it didn’t listen, it wouldn’t listen, because he didn’t let it listen. He wouldn’t even allow me to so much as curl deeper beneath the covers of my bed, such was his silent control over me…

His abnormal, spidery hand hovered just above my head, the deadly chill air thrumming around it like angry bees. His awful, searing gaze never left my trembling form and never stopped cutting through me, deep into my inner self, carving into my soul…

Oh God. Oh my God, he’s going to take me. He’s going to kill me

Long, freezing fingertips brushed through my wavy hair and down my pallid face, spreading a numbing cold through me wherever they touched. The dread… oh God, the pure and crushing dread was so bad I wanted to cry. But I couldn’t even so much as scream, because he didn’t want me to. I was entranced by the fear, half-awake and half-aware. I would surely lose my mind if I couldn’t run away, this had to be a terrible nightmare; it couldn’t possibly be real!

But his message, conveyed to me through that one simple, brief gesture, was all too blatantly clear to me, too clear for me to ignore.

I am real, it told me. And you are never alone…

My cell phone blared its cheerful ringtone, snapping me out of my awful stupor and illuminating the darkness with an eerie green-blue light. I yelped, my nervous eyes searching the corners as I sat up, seeking my nightmarish visitor, trying to confirm my fears…

Nothing. I saw nothing standing in the corner of my bedroom but my clothesbasket, resting by my bedroom door as always. No besuited stalkers, no eerily cold chill, no blacker-than-midnight shadows, absolutely nothing at all.

“A-all a nightmare,” I murmured, curling up nervously in the warmth of my bed once more. “Just a nightmare… he isn’t real…”

Outside my bedroom window, the branches of a tree gently scraped and tapped against the glass.

Impossible. I don’t have any trees in my front yard; I haven’t since I was five years old…

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